Did i ever tell anyone i hate socializing?
Well not the whole idea of socializing though...
But..having to socialize with others..and having to stay at a wedding from the beginning till the end is like...yeah u gotta be kidding me, maaa!

So..although it was my cousin's wedding yesterday, u'll hardly found me at the ceremony coz i'll probably be spending my time at aeon until my parents called or i'll probably be at the very end of the world with my siblings or maybe just alone, listening to the music and doing nothing.
Coz i hate noise...and crowds and babies crying here n there and all the things that can burse up me head.
Antisocial much uhh??

But overall...yesterday's wedding was great.
But the thing is.....i miss my family damn much, especially nowwww..
Who's gonna take care of me?
The paracetamols?
Yeah right.

Fever
Runny nose
Sorethroat
Vomiting
Headache
And  test on friday
A perfect package to kickstart my final exam revisions.
Wow..

Bon appétite...!!

Anddddddd....
While most of my friends are on their way home...or had already reached home...or are on their bed at home
Here i am.....!!
Counting the days...the hours and minutes like theres nothing else to do.

Well actually i did do something
For example listening to the fireworks from my room.
Watching movies while my roomate is making coffee n ready to hit the book.
(Seriously dude, it's holiday!! Pfft)
Being lazy on the bed...make some mess in room...
Then find some time to clean em...and now is making mess again..
What a lifeeeee u got there WOW!


Well the thing is..
My parents are coming here tomorrow..
So until then...
Lets get malas as malas can be.
Lets not study..
And lets partayyy all the time!!
Screw the test that i got next week coz today i aint gonna make love with the books

I hate the fact that i still care.
I hate it when i still look.
Hate that i still feel.
I hate the fact that saying is easier than doing.

I guess thats pretty much what life is about huh?

When i said theres no place like home...
I mean...theres ABSOLUTELY NO place like home.

And it's monday.
Everyone else is having lectures...ppd sesion..monday blues or whatsoever that i dont even care of.
And here i am..
Spending my sinful monday on my own bed.
Still at my home..
Reluctant to go bck to sg buloh..hurghhh

In fact i havet bought the ticket yet..
Wehehooooo....

Life is. GREATTTTT!!!

So yeah..
I'm up all night..
Just to gettin lucky.

Wuteva happens tomorrow...
Just leave it to the Almighty.

Dear self,

Stop fooling around
Stop overthink of things u shouldnt
Stop wasting your hormones or feelings or even your precious time and whateva shit u're doing.
Stop procrastinating your homeworks.
Stop...just stop everything that turns u away from studying.


Take your seat...love your study place...
Focus on everything u need to understand n memorize
Shut down whateva gadgets u got around u...
And please...
Please prepare for the cns test..
I've said this thing thousands of times...but hell yeah whateva, im gonna say it again since u're still absurbly lazy
Nothing...nothingg worth having comes easy!!

Love,
Yourself.

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