i'm 22 now..
some of my friends are already married...had their own jobs...have kids (or maybe just a kid haha)
some are pregnant..many are engaged..
and me?
yeah i'm right here..
still chilling out..or not?
still finishing my mbbs...
still struggling memorizing those pathologies of human body
still...still havent found my better half but whatevs
still feeling like i'm 17.

but i believed in what i've chose
and i believed that He has a better plan ahead of me
so tell me why do i have to be afraid when i can pray to Him..

Dear u..
I thought u were real
I thought u're the one
I feel it
I think about it hundreds of times
And the answer is still the same
It havent changed
Thus..i too, didnt changed.

My thoughts..my instincts..they told me it was u, all the time.
So i was strong for a while
And never did i knew i could be this wrong

But things were not as i thought it is
And i didnt blamed u for it
And i didnt blamed myself either

I know i'm powerless
And u too..but its fine
Somehow i feel okay..i feel fine
Theres nothing i can change
I'm a big girl now
I have big responsibilities
I'll be fine
Maybe not today..but one day i will inshaAllah

Nevertheless..
I wish for happiness to u and what u chose
I wish u never regret it
And i'm sorry for whatever i do

After all i'm only a human
The imperfect one
And now..
U're my history
But never did i regret of knowing u
Once again..i wish u're happy with your choice
Dont make it wrong this time around.

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