miss home so badly.
miss my family...my room..and everything in home.

it got worst. my feeling.
it was different compared to palam.
sg buloh is....different.

everybody is stressed out.
everybody has their mood swing.
they laugh..they talk too much and they cried.
and pretend that nothing happened.

i was used to this awkward life before.
i was tough.
i dont mind before.

but after 2 weeks of spending my holiday at home..
and having to come back here in a place i can call as hell..
it was harsh to me.

i'm fragile. all of us are.
we're missing our home.
we're having a test next week. and we dont really care.
i'm struggling with this new module.
i want an A.
or maybe an Adist.
haihhh..


but here's a funny thing happened today.
my favourite lecturer-dr chua ang lim- is definitely a  funny man.
we have some super junior guys in our microbiology lecture yoww..
yeah how cool is that...
or not.

Dear brain, please  keep all these sweet memories in mind.
Dear heart, please enjoy the last night.
Dear spine, feel the comfort of your beloved bed.
Dear stomach, get ready for the same menu waiting in sg buloh.
 Dear body, be tough. Be prepare for the new semester.
Dear eyes, close yourself..and sleep.
Goodbye, goodnight.
Nak cuti lagiiiiih.
 Huuuhh

Home.
where my body feels extremely lazy.
Where i feel like i'm forever a kid.
Where my heart  feels alive.

It feels right to wake up  in the afternoon every day.
It feels unguilty to feed my stomach beyond its capacityit feels everything right.
Aand i dont  want to be far from it.
But it aint gonna happen.

Dear self, please  enjoy every second of your holiday.
It's about to end, very soon.
And yes...i hate it.

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