letter to heart
dear self,
keep on taking baby steps.
dont push too hard.
u'll be there..u're mountain is waiting.
dear test result..
u came out today.
thank u for not being a disaster.
please be good to me next time
dear body..
please maintain a good immune system.
i really really need your co operation right now.
please my love.
dear final..
u'll come n visit me soon.
please let me get an A.
i'm not asking for A* or Adist.
but just an ordinary humble A.
please be good to me.
dear heart,
bear with them all please.
damn u
mimi please please please.i'm begging u!
stop embarrasing yourself in public!
especially in front of the guy u have crush on.
oh my God.
stop la mimi!!
where're are going to put your face on huhh?
dont u know how to act like normal?
please.....be normal!
act like an adult!!
arghhhhhhhh...
how am i going to breathe?
how am i going to class tomorrow?
and how am i going to face him especially?
eeeeeeeeeeee......super shiitttooo.
mama nokkk balikkkkkk uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
be all the things that u want
success is not the key to happiness
happiness is the key to success
love what u're doing,
and u'll be successful.
i love what i learn
i love what i learn.
i love what i learn.
i love.
feelings..please dont change.
bear with the stress..bear with the sacrifices.
bear with them all.
bear..please.
life cant always be sweet.
it's better if it's bittersweet.
so u'll appreciate it.
so u'll fall in love with it.
so u can make it worth it.
i'm not here as a quitter.
those challenges that i've overcame before...isnt for me to quit right here.
isnt for me to feel tired right here.
isnt for me making it unworthy.
so please
please please..
be happy.
be smart.
be a kid!
lately i've been
in love with emerald
wonder how it feels like to have your baby next to you in delivery room.
fascinating by the beauty of birds.
missing my room at home.
.
embarrassed myself for showing my hairs in public. accidently....which is quite shit, i know.
laughing more than studying.
preferring to use my own body to revise for anatomy rather than those cadavers.
wasting a lot of time in front of laptop.
see? i'm still doing it.
like a boss they said
it was the best n most precious new year's celebration so far.
and thank u God, i had a chance to spend it with both of my parents...
they came here yesterday..* super excited
spend my night with them without any guilt of the sins that i've committed.
emmm i got a test in another 2 weeks.
still havent cover those insane notes..they're still sleeping soundly somewhere in my room.
ermmm...krik krik krikkk.
harap2 sempat lah.
anyway...it was a great night lastnight.
hermmm....if only there's a life that would stuck untul u're 17.
i miss them already...ohh yang manjaaa sgt ni kenapaaaa??!!!
adooiii rindunya durian smlm.
rindunya katil smlm.
air cond smlm.
hot shower smlm.
and when i came back this morning....
bilik dah mcm kapal titanic terbelah 2..
if there's any spot check held this morning..confirm fengsan pengurus asrama tgk bilik mcm ni.
and i told my mom that i had munchy's for breakfast every morning...
and she bought 3 bags of them mcm nk suruh tinggal kt sg buloh forever.
haiihh...mcm xnak bgi blk je!
later in the evening..
while my roomate is having her sweet dreams and me...yang pura2 tgk nota sbb dh timbul rasa bersalah,
again committed another sin by updating my blog.
mimiiiii.....
tolong lah rajin!
tolonggg lah study rajin2!
happy 2013.
note to myself:
pt's result went out.
still didnt reach my expectation.(tak pe..final buat elok2 ye my love)
broken hearted.
dont fail.
dont be too obsessed with A.
please enjoy life.
accidently found a quote from Dalai Lama
“Man.
Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money.
Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health.
And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present;
the result being that he does not live in the present or the future;
he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived.”
it's a lightbulb.
a wake up call.
what is A when u're not having your sleep well and soon might be diagnosed with heart diseases.
what is flying colors results when at the end of the day...everybody graduates and have the same occupation.
what is working around the clock when u dont have time to see what the world has to offer?
what is life when u're just spending it reading piles n piles of books.
mimi,
please live well. study well. enjoy well. (make it as new year's resolution)
remember what Dr. Yohan said,
u've to read.
and read.
read.
read.
and cry.
read some more.
cry some more.
and read read read.
have a nice day.
enjoy the life even though it didnt went as u planned.
keep your best foot forward.
result's doesnt matter.
what is life when u're just spending it reading piles n piles of books.
mimi,
please live well. study well. enjoy well. (make it as new year's resolution)
remember what Dr. Yohan said,
u've to read.
and read.
read.
read.
and cry.
read some more.
cry some more.
and read read read.
have a nice day.
enjoy the life even though it didnt went as u planned.
keep your best foot forward.
result's doesnt matter.
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
