huuuuuuu
yo!..i'm still updating my blog eventhough spm's trial is only 2 weeks more!!
2 weeks MIMIE!!
wake up!! arghh..!!
huu..everything seems to be arrgh!
nevermind..
nk bernyawa pon salah..
nk tdo pon salah..
nk njoy, mmg sah2 salah..
xstudy pon salah..
nk rehat pon salah..
tdo overtime jugak salah..
tak tido lagilaa salah..
nk commit suicide mmg la salah..
hwaaaaaaaa...
semua benda salah..
abis, ape yg betol?????
kau mmg pemusnah jiwa, SPM!
tired of being rejected
yeah..i'm tired of being rejected..
no! i'm not talking about boys..love or whatever related to it..
in this case..i mean, i'm sooo damn tired of being rejected by ....
u know what? when i was in form 4..
i got rejected by SBP and MRSM
and..it brought not-so-much tears, but my heart hurt so much!!
so i kept telling myself..everything happens for a reason
* chewahh, mcm nickhun nyanyi dlm without u ...*
maybe hostel's life doesnt belong to me..
maybe home is the best place for me..
or maybe, i cant live without parental control...
and so on..the endless list continued its content
my broken heart had slowly healed..
then..yesterday, i really hoped that my name would be on d'list of 2011 plkn.
and guess wut?
my heart had turned into pieces again..
yeah..i got rejected..again!!
waaa..i wanna go to plkn and earn the experience of a lifetime..
i wanna go there so much bcoz i wanna be someone else..
it's not that i hate myself, but it's that i dont want to be an evil anymore..
i want to be transform to a better me..
huuuuuuuuu..
no! i'm not talking about boys..love or whatever related to it..
in this case..i mean, i'm sooo damn tired of being rejected by ....
u know what? when i was in form 4..
i got rejected by SBP and MRSM
and..it brought not-so-much tears, but my heart hurt so much!!
so i kept telling myself..everything happens for a reason
* chewahh, mcm nickhun nyanyi dlm without u ...*
maybe hostel's life doesnt belong to me..
maybe home is the best place for me..
or maybe, i cant live without parental control...
and so on..the endless list continued its content
my broken heart had slowly healed..
then..yesterday, i really hoped that my name would be on d'list of 2011 plkn.
and guess wut?
my heart had turned into pieces again..
yeah..i got rejected..again!!
waaa..i wanna go to plkn and earn the experience of a lifetime..
i wanna go there so much bcoz i wanna be someone else..
it's not that i hate myself, but it's that i dont want to be an evil anymore..
i want to be transform to a better me..
huuuuuuuuu..
just a girl named mimie yahaya. i'm not good at describing myself...trust me. i can be a very antisocial person but i can be loud too, when i'm with the person i love. will turn 19 soon..and i wish i can always be mommy's little angel, daddy's little girl. i love bieber n 1D. that's all...
